Assalamualaikum! Hehehehe.. I'm backk! Anyone missed me? Perasan! Lot's of changes happening in just a matter of days.. Felt like Allah is gonna take me anytime.. I wonder how the prisoners who get the death sentence must have felt like, to know they will be hung the next day.. It must be terrible. I can't imagine. To think that we will be leaving behind our loved ones.. to think that we will be alone there.. once we are buried, and everyone starts leaving.. What is left behind.. "We reap what we sow.." Amalan hamba yg serba kurang..kurang sangat...sungguh saya belum bersedia.. At times, I'm just afraid to go to sleep.. afraid that I won't wake up the next day.. I pray that Allah tidak akan bolak-balikkan apa yg saya rasa sekarang..andainya ini suatu hidayah Darinya, biarlah ia kekal dlm diri ini selagi hayat dikandung badan.. Regards,

Salam! It has been a while since I last wrote. Many times, I wanted to write, but the feeling blom kick in lagi la.. Muahahahahah! Been rearranging my bookshelf which was in the living room, now stands in the dining area.. Feel it sorts of radiates a much more cosy ambience ever since it's there.. Hopefully my guests will feel the same way too. Been doing lot's of thinking lately.. me as a being..sometimes lack the sense of being appreciative. Appreciative towards people who cares about me, who loves me.. as well as The Creator. A few more days and I will hit the 28 years mark of living in this place he created, Insya Allah if I were to live till the few more days. All that he has granted me, the doas yang He kabulkan.. what more can I ask for? Sometimes when the emotions swept in, I am guilty of pushing it all aside and just focus on the state that I am in. The state which could just be a moment of false assumption.. maybe it doesn't exist at all.. The negativity inside this being.. I admit life can be one hell of a roller coaster ride. But hey, doesn't it make life more interesting..? I have come across all sorts of characters in this short course of life. People who made use of me, people who aren't afraid of creating fitnah towards another being.. being backstabbed.. but I'm thankful to these bunch of people.. Whether they exist in my life or not I guess does not make much of a difference. Life is too short to care about these measly "groupies". Got to go now, the little one just woke up. Promised the abang to bring him to the park today.. C ya! Regards,